scared and relieved
Hi not sure I'm posting right but I just really need to say this...
I've always been attracted to both sexes but ive always denied my feelings, I always made excuses or even denied that I was attracted to other women but tonight it really hit me. Ive always supported lgbt people, heck one of my best guy friends is gay, but there wS awys thg excuse, it wa just a random thought, it ment nothing about me. You see I supported lgbt people but my mom who says she does really doesnt, she raised me wanting me tolerant but not extrememly accepting but ive always been accepting, no matter what my mother said I always was a huge supporter and would agrue with her for hours about lgbt rights and such.
Thats not why I joined though, tonight I finally acepted it, I finally accepted that im bisexual and I really just needed to tell someone. im terrified and shaky and when i acknowledged it i couldnt stop crying and smiling, i felt so much weight come off my shoulders. no one knows, but maybe one day i'll be stong enough to tell someone but for now knowing and acknowledging is enough. thank you for reading :)